My real humor only comes out when I'm with people I trust, or people I know well. It's hard for me to be humorous with some people I don't know very well. But when I get to know someone, that side of me comes out. It blends with all the other parts. My sweetness, boldness, spiciness, and fierceness. It kind of all comes together when I show my humor. Some people don't think I'm that funny, but then others could laugh at everything I say. But, if I show that part of myself to you (truly) then you're in. You're in that circle. I now trust you. It's kind of like the key. When you start to notice my humor coming to the surface, it means I am adjusting to you, getting to know you, testing to see whether you will receive my humor or shut me down.
Humor is a big part of my day. I don't live off of it. But laughing is something I just absolutely adore. If you can make me laugh...I mean, truly laugh. Throw my head back, lean forward, hold my stomach from too much laughter, then you've got a gift (that's why Holy Spirit is so amazing to me). I love humorous moments. So if you get to that place in my heart, where I can show my humor, receive your humor, then you've gone to a whole new level. I have really only let a few people into that place, though. It would take a special kind of person to get there. But sometimes people just...go together.
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