Waiting

Papa has given me a lot. He blesses me every time I ask Him to. One thing I've had to get better at is waiting. He asked me today if I loved Him enough to wait for Him to come close. It sounded like a silly question to me, but then I realized my impatience with Him lately. I've been so eager to have Him come close to me, but some days no matter how much I want it, it feels like a lifetime before He shows up. Then He reminded me of my vow for my future husband. I won't go into the details, because it's mainly just for me and Papa and my future man. But the gist of it is, "I will wait. No matter how long it takes you, or how far we have to go to be together, I will wait. You are my beloved, and I am yours. I vow to be yours before we even meet. Let's wait on Papa's perfect timing." Ha.

Talk about taking a lesson from myself! My vow to my future husband should be the same with Papa God. I need to wait - no matter how long it takes, or how far I have to go to be with Him; with waiting comes something great and sweet. I have to be willing to seek Him out, even when I don't feel anything. He is my Beloved, and I am His. I vow to be His in every way before He even shows Himself. And when He does show Himself...it will be so sweet and perfect. Worth waiting for.